New Era

  How do we find our true purpose? Is it something we are born with, written into our genetic code? Or, is it something we must learn over time, A growing awareness derived from life’s Joys and Sorrows, from our loves, our loses, our achievements and our sufferings . Can be either of two I don’t know yet. But I believe as a human being we must cherish life as it comes to us. Beyond true purpose and all the philosophical shit they keep telling you, life is something more. Life is the Excitement of carrying the school bag for the first time, LIFE is Crushing on that girl in the college when your friend gives you company, Life is in the time we did something we’re afraid of doing, Life is decorating new home, Life is joy in the eyes of your parents when you get your first job, Life is in all the little things which give you few moments of joy. I think we all have a unique purpose and try as we might we cannot run from it the only question that remains, will we be

                             Someone told me once that every city has a 'Magic Place', a place where we go when we need to think seriously about life, think about things which went wrong, A place to Pray, A place to wish, A Place to hope and most important A place where we feel closer to GOD. Since childhood I was always able to find my 'Magic Place' in different forms weather it is Maa's puja room at home or lake at Bhopal or Pandit ji chai shop or that bench outside the B-hostel at Nirma. And here in Delhi I found it again my desk in the study room. Today while seating at my Magic Place I was thinking about past when I just came from home. Plans then had been very simple. Do engineering take job and live happily ever after then things beginning to change. For the first time I experienced doubt. Doubt on my own beliefs, doubts on things that made me happy, doubt on my being. Now I feel fear which I never experienced before. A fear generated from t